Brother Wolf and Sister Moon When There Are No More Places Left For Sanctuary

Posted by Matthew Crouch at 16:57

Hey there Michaela!
I am glad you liked that email thing I just sent you to cheer you up. It's true I do think about you alot. I do, I really do even when there haven't been emails between us for awhile.
I remember you from when we used to work retail "health food" minimum wage grocery.
I remember your fab house.
I remember your weedy backyard and that odd freakishly tall sunflower from one summer in your garden.
The old metal lawn chair.
I remember your kitties
Your hot boys that were just toys that didnt wash.
I remember your sexy bro' and I remember your fab dreads.
I remember your old truck and motorcycle,
how you sometimes spell your name Mike.
I remember how you seem to dance the sexual dance of identity from being a boy to girl, to a girl who likes boys, to a boy who likes boys, to a girl who likes girls.
I remember you in Belgium when we visited Brugge and looked out from that tower with the sinister spiralling stairs.
I remember your pictures from Belgium that are still here on our computer.
I always miss you when i think of these things, like now.
I remember how whenever I would hear your voice at work how happy you could make me by talking to me.
I remember your flakey sense of humor that sometimes would be so off the wall that I had no idea what you were thinking or talking about!
That is just how i like you.
keep singing and dancing and let the sadness pass thru you like one of the old ghosts inhabiting your old house sometimes will.
...your beautiful tumble down old house, Mike...
its such an architectural explanation to me of who you are!
How sometimes the lights are on in your home when only the kittie are!
And the porch swing swings alone when noone is on it to know.
The kitties know they rule.
The pumpkins commune with the rocks.
The stars watch you and you are never ever alone no matter what you think in a solitary sleep at night.
Hang on Mike.
I am attached to you in very virtual and long distance ways,
your other, not really handsome, not really your real brother,
brother, and sister too, all in one.